[Verse]

I don't love her I'm in love with the hurt

Every single thing she says I rehearsed

I'mma get that bitch

16 with a pound you can check that shit

Been a G since the moment that I left that bitch

I don't know what to say no more

When the day no more, fuckin' laid that whore on the ground

Say she like it with the latex more, tell her I don't give a fuck

Keep my name out your mouth

I don't need you to tell me that my life gon' south

When I see it in my momma's eyes, lay back down

Wake up smoke a L, then I play that sound

No repeat, haven't spoken to my sister in a week

Shit is weak, and I know that

Sayin' the flow wack, but the flow like crack

Get addicted to this shit withdraw then I change it up

Amazing huh, you smoking on a baby blunt, what's lame as fuck

I know they say weed is atrocious

Everything but this shit golden, damn

The Xannies too potent, I don't think you know this

I'm back here right muhfuckin' now, damn

My plan, get the fuck out of this damn town

Get a little bit a clout then do it

Spend a couple years, done list, still movin'

My heritage Jewish but I don't know what I believe in

For certain I know there's no Garden of Eden

No place that I'm comfortably sleeping

As long my momma's still weepin'

Her breathin' uneven, I hear it in my head repeatin', yeah

I don't wanna' hear that shit no more

I don't wanna' see no tears

Realize all of my peers fuckin' up on some drugs

Until all that we had disappeared

And I don't want that for myself

I want what I wanted, I miss getting blunted

But every time that I smoke I'm just searching for a little sustenance

Everything come back to one and it's nothing, yeah

Say it again like yeah, mix some Bombay with them pills

I should be dead right now but I'm too ill

So now I'm gon' take advantage of my will

Now I'm gon' take advantage of my time

When I'm fucked up I'm not writing these rhymes

I can't help but hate what I have become inside

The evil-est woman had me terrified

Told me I came inside, I'm frozen my mind paralyzed

Lucky as fuck everytime

But I know that luck will run out, sooner than later

It's time that I'm taking what's mine

I'm done with the strugglin'

We really just started with strugglin'

Never gon' stop with the hustlin'

Whether it's music or drugs I just can't get enough of it

I can't get enough of her

I can't get enough of her

I don't think I'm in love with her

At this point I just fuck with her heavily

Wish I could write the most beautiful melodies

She is less perfect, most beautiful centipede

Style like empathy until the day that she show me what's left of me

Mentally wrecking me

Like she got powers, telepathy

Tellin' me I could be anything

She could be everything I never wanted

She could be everything that is the end of me, yah

[Outro]

Haha, smooth as hell you know

Fuckin' mixtape comin' out, no fuckin' clue when

Tryna' redefine fuckin' everything