I know we said "what if"

And "it always ends the same" but

I'm so sick of thinking that I hurt you

And how I'm so ashamed

Of who I am

Of who I was

Or how I made you cry

I swear I'm not ignoring you

I just can't tell you why

I know you said "Come with me?

Please don't leave me"

I want to make you feel

The way that I do

You need to understand

What I've been through

I want to give you all of me

But I can't right now

I'm so disappointed in myself

For getting too deep

For getting upset

I don't like me

Why do you?

And after all I put you through

Why should you care about me?

I want to forget what I've done

I just need you to forgive me

I need to be alone

I'm scared you'll forget about me

I want to make you feel

The way that I do

You need to understand

What I've been through

I waited for you

I waited too long

And everytime I think about you

I know I did you wrong

It's like I had the perfect picture painted in my head

But little did I know

I'd go against everything I said