I woke up without you again

You left your imprint in my bed

I woke up without you again

You’re the love I’ll remember

And I’m the mess you’ll forget

It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car

It was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark

You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands

And I told you everything you needed to hear, understand

That I loved you more, I loved you so much more

Than you could ever comprehend

You could’ve broken my spine

I’d still try to make amends

I saw it hurt you more than it

Could ever damage me

God damn me for ever

Thinking that you could change

My fault, the melodies

You used to sing are

Memories that haunt me

When I dream or when I’m barely wide awake

How’d you fuck me up so badly

That I moved to another state?

Took a flight all by myself

Where the heat resembles hell

I’ll do this on my own

I don’t need someone else

To fix all of my problems

I got it, please don’t help

Can’t tell me my feeling’s invalid

If it’s what I felt

But I’m cautious

Cause of all this

Anxiety that I bottled

My apartment

It’s haunted

Not the bottle again

I can’t stop this

Need solace

I’m a monster

Blind eye for

A pill at the bottom

I’ll ration my medicine

Crush it and snort the end

Losing my mind again

Losing myself again

Wake up alone, wake up alone

Never want to fall asleep without you

Wake up alone, wake up alone

Never want to fall in love without you

Drink by myself, fuck up my health

Never want to fall asleep without you

Losing the cause now that you’re gone

Never want to fall in love without you