You threw color on all of my walls

But forgive me if I still see

Black and white

The shades of my room

Fading now

I make myself blind

You’re my favorite song

To sing when I’m alone

Or when I’m in front of everyone

Can’t I be proud of the one thing

I didn’t let go?

When will I feel proud of myself?

I bear my failures like a cross on my back

When will I feel proud again?

Calvary’s calling me towards the end

Oh my, you forgot the palms

When I came back home

It’s alright, you didn’t know

I’d be returning so soon

You hoped I’d stay

I thought I’d see my brothers

With open hearts

Now they’re the marks

That design my arms

Someone please tell me

What I did wrong

All I want is quiet, now

What makes me think I deserve that crown?

When will I feel proud again?

Calvary’s calling me towards my end