Change - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

If ever you had said to me before that I would lead this life

That I am living now I guess it's all so strange to feel the way I do inside

And have so much that I could feel some pride for in my life

So why is it that I feel like this

How do I feel? I've been here before, I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this

Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me

To torment again and torture me like it used to

I try and try to break away from all the hate I'm feeling

For everyone of you that's ever done me wrong

I need to justify the reasons for the way I'm living

I guess I can't 'cause I don't feel like I deserve

How do I feel? I've been here before, I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this

Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me

To torment again and torture me like it used to

My life is the 23rd hour of day

Once said that everything goes, by yesterday

So now the waves they have subsided and my soul is bleeding

I can't take away all the shame I feel, forgive me

How do I feel? I've been here before, I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this

Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me

To torment again and torture me like it used to

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