Walking down the drive had an apple catch my eye

See her look by surprise Tantalizing vibes

My minds all humming like I'm stuck in a hive

What up how's it going it's really nice to meet ya

Lemme buy some popcorn and maybe slice of pizza

Split it down the middle cuz I'm flat dead broke

Oh that was stupid here I go I choke

But I move to the next and I keep it in step

Building up myself as quite the rep

Calling me a player but I ain't got a team

Throw a funny line and work out a scheme

Flex just right maybe abs so tight

Or maybe be comedic and work up the nerd

Push down my nerves and say how I feel

Girl it's your heart I'm coming now to steal

Slap in the face put the sprinkles on the cake

Acted a fool now I changed my ways

Player retired gave up my plays

Caring for one is so much better

Looking to grow with her forever

I never really knew how to love like this

Retired my jersey for my last first kiss

You top priority now what does that mean

Sacrifice my time is that really a thing

I got a schedule to keep

So busy through my weeks

I'm a rapper in transition and I don't wanna settle

Gotta take this serious my friends start to mettle

Maybe it's more involved than just me

Maybe she actually has some needs

Heart muscle atrophy grips on reality

Do I want it to be me or you and me

Do I want it to be us or turn to we

Serious thoughts that I gotta consider

Jump off the cliff and let go of the bitter

The past is the past hey let's leave it there

Now I'm trusting her and I hope that she cares

I'm a screwed up mess who wants to marry this wreck?

She heard my doubts helped me voice my stress

Walked along past that first date

Noe I'm driving hours to get to her state

That smile on your face I'm starting to like

You having problems keeps me up at night

So much has changed in just one year

But I'll tell yall this I'm glad she's near