I never really know if I'm good enough

Never really know if I got the stuff

Delusional like Elmer drinking Mike's water

Envision myself Frank White Godfather

But I can't stand won't go no farther

You want me to push but I won't go no harder

You want me out this funk well don't bother

I teeter totter back and forth

Oh my stay on course

Speeding 80 like I'm in a brand new Porsche

Like Yoda yells at Luke boy use the force

But what if I can't

What if my whole mindset is just one big sham

Doubts eat me up like flies do my pup

Used to think I was really on the cusp

And if I had no mission this is where I would quit

If it was only me I would truthfully dip

But Christ is in my mind

And He keeps me online

So I gotta let Him shine

Now this hip-hop game man it's such a rush

Step up on stage get these vocals crushed

Make enough buy a couch that's oh so plush

Maybe buy a mansion way up in the hills

But after a while dreams to turn to chills

Money ain't flowing like you thought it would

And these critics beat you down say you ain't that good

The Cypher circles gone and nobody wants to battle

There ain't really cages thats left to rattle

People acting like they just so sensitive

So I don't really see the gosh darn sense in it

Rapping not that fun

Yeah maybe I'm just done