I’m always anxious

I curl up on the couch and scream I hate this

And I check my phone every minute

So I don’t feel so alone

Inside my one bedroom apartment

I’d rather pass out on the concrete every night

And I rip my hair out

And I’ll lose my shit in a flooded bathroom

Nothing works to put myself back together

I’m just another sad excuse but I’ll just blame it on whatever comes to mind first

Why do I exist when every single second’s so hard to deal with

Call me out //

‘Cuz I’ve been lying through my teeth

I’ll tell you what you want to hear so you’ll bеlieve me

I’m not alright I nеver was just to inconvenient to give a fuck about

Why do I exist when every single second’s so hard to deal with

Nothing works to put myself back together

I’m just another sad excuse but I’ll just blame it on whatever comes to mind first

Why do I exist when every single second’s so hard to deal with