I used to get along with my friends

You probably didn't expect that

When I started taking shit out on them

Now we don’t talk as much

And I don't think I've seen them in a couple months

Maybe it’s for the best

They're probably less stressed out

I know I wasn't the easiest to digest

Have you ever wanted

To close your eyes

And let your car drift into the passing traffics headlights

Because my head's been filled up

With clouds and smoke

And I want to clear it out

Before I chokе it down

And I can't remember thе last time

That I took a breath

Without feeling I deserved anything less than what I laid out for myself

But it's not the same now

As it was back then

Back when I could appreciate my friends

And after all this

I can't believe you're still friends with me

Have you ever wanted

To close your eyes

And let your car drift into the passing traffics headlights

Because my head’s been filled up

With clouds and smoke

And I want to clear it out

Before I choke it down