Do you think that I could be

Someone that you could be proud of

Because I’ve been absolutely terrified

To admit I don’t sleep some nights

Now I’ve been living in a slow hell

Promise that you won’t tell

Anyone where I’ve been the last few months

And I’ve been talking down to my friends

Almost every weekend

And I don’t think that I’ll ever fuck this up

Now I’m ignoring all my interests

Revelry and progress

How long do you think I can keep this up

But I’m just trying not to hang on

My self-deprecation

I don’t think I’ll ever recover this

But nothing calms my nerves

And sleep just makеs it worse

I want to be someonе I love

But I want to give up completely

Justify my existence

But it’s never that easy

It’s never that easy

And if I disappear

Would anyone be around to care

And if I stop breathing

Maybe then they’ll notice me

If I disappear

Would anyone be around to care

And if I stop breathing

Maybe then they’ll notice me