(Laughs) Rick Did it

Ellipsi made the beat

I walked straight to my doom

She led to a tomb

I walked straight to my-

I been going through the Ups and Downs

All the Highs and Lows

Yeah, I feel em surround me

Doing what I can to reach my goals

And now I see results

And honestly it’s astounding

Next thing you know, on the floor

With a bottle of pills and on myself I’m clowning

Self-Destructive mess at best

Squaring up to my demons

You can hear the laughter howling

Even at my highest of highs

Still find a way to bring myself to my lows

Convince myself that I’m fine

As I take another one straight to the nose

Wipe away my tears and all my blood

Saying like “Oh hеre we go”

Thesе Ups and Downs got me twisted up

Feeling like I’m bout to implode

Never no peace in the quiet

I’m wondering what comes next

Looking in the calm of the hurricane

Eyes are met with dread

The Highs in my life throwing right hooks

The Lows are hitting back

Satan laugh around in the other corner

Saying sum like “You can’t dodge that”

So high I float and I sting like a bee

Knockout the Devil like my name Ali

Get right back up, like he don’t give a fuck

This a cage match and I just can’t see no ending

These Ups and These downs, they wearing me out

And my insecurities be tearing me down

And I shouldn’t even be caring right now

But all of these walls keep staring me down

Ain’t no more room for regrets

Mix the upper with the downer

Feel the pain up in my chest

Yeah

My heart can’t handle the stress

Saying when they found me

I was looking like a mess

Yeah

Love was the cause of my death

Drugs with some bad ideas took care of the rest

Yeah

But shit, I don’t wanna go

I’ll miss the bankroll

I’m done playing checkers, this chess

They need a switch, My shot a swish

Feeling like Curry, Man I just can’t miss

I couldn’t give two fucks, I’mma dunk on a bitch

Feel like Lebron I’m the King of this shit

I ain’t tryna get cocky

Just saying that no one can stop me

I’m a fighter boy feel like I’m Rocky

But I ain’t gon let a draw stop me

So fuck your opinion

Lil boy you ain’t shit

Got a big mouth

But you look like a bitch

Say all that I do is scream into a mic?

Well maybe you should go up and try that shit

Too scared to comprehend the feeling I hit

You too insecure, You try to hide it

My touch turns to gold, I feel like Midas

It ain’t my fault that your life in a crisis

So high I float and I sting like a bee

Knockout the Devil like my name Ali

Get right back up, like he don’t give a fuck

This a cage match and I just can’t see no ending

These Ups and These downs, they wearing me out

And my insecurities be tearing me down

And I shouldn’t even be caring right now

But all of these walls keep staring me down

Fight through the stress

Deal with the test

Put in the work and the time I invest

Pressure on me like a rope round my neck

I cannot breathe need to take a step back

All of the hate, man that shit is so wack

ADHD I can’t focus on that

I go too hard, No I cannot relax

And I won’t apologize

Just speaking facts

No words, No sound

Can anybody hear me now?

I swear these ups, These downs

Getting tired of em wearing me out

And all this love, Newfound

Put a smile on my face when I got a frown

These Demons, So foul

Yeah We calling offsides on them now