Released on October 8, 2021

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She asks me, "Was it amicable?"

I say, "I don't know what else to call it"

They ask me how I'm doing on my own

I say, "I'm bad, but I'm better than I've been"

I tried to write a song about myself

Just like I used to, just like I always have

But who I am now is someone that's messed up

Cause of you

So what am I supposed to tell them

What am I supposed to say?

What am I supposed to tell them

What am I supposed to say?

I feel like an open window

They're gonna see right through me

And see that I'm blown apart

I'm blown apart, I'm blown apart

We promised not to tell anyone just how bad it really was

Sometimes I'm not even sure who I'm protecting anymore

I tried to write a song about something else

Cause I'm getting sick of you

But every time I try I end up here

So what am I supposed to tell them

What am I supposed to say?

What am I supposed to tell them

What am I supposed to say?

I feel like an open window

They're gonna see right through me

And see that I'm blown apart

I'm blown apart, I'm blown apart

And I know that there have been days over the past year

When I haven't thought about you one time

Oh, when you're in the room you fill the whole room

And it feels like this whole life's been about you

So what am I supposed to tell them

What am I supposed to say?

What am I supposed to tell them

What am I supposed to say?

I feel like an open window

They're gonna see right through me

And see that I'm blown apart

I'm blown apart, I'm blown apart