[Verse 1]

I am every person that you’ve ever ignored

I am the flaming bag of dog shit on your porch

I used to think I was a savior or a part of a cause

I now see I am nothing, no nothing at all

I am every reason that you scream all these words

I am every chorus, I am every verse

I’ll never let you feel done

You’ll always be haunted

I will keep you fighting

It’s not what I wanted

It’s not what I wanted

It’s not what I

[Verse 2]

I am all the bills that they slide under your door

I'm the bleeding heart, beating hidden under your floor

We move out

We move on

I think I’m learning to live like this

I think I’m done with being ignored

[Verse 3]

But there’s still empty cups and trash on my apartment floor

Hallway conversations bleed through my front door

The heated kettle is screaming at me to stop what I started, but things have changed

It’s not what I wanted

It’s not what I wanted

It’s not what I wanted

It’s not what I