adhd - Intellectual

[Intro]

I was not, I-

[Verse 1]

I said, "Stop

Don't hold your breath"

Oh don't you leave it for a second now

I told you that I get the message now

I said maybe you're wrong

I said maybe you're right

But it doesn't mean you gotta make me take this shot in the night

I said maybe you're wrong

I said maybe you're right

But it doesn't mean you gotta make me, gotta make me, gotta make me, gotta make me, gotta make me, gotta make me, gotta make me, gotta-

[Pre-Chorus]

You've been detected [?]

[Chorus]

Fuck that, sinking like I'm stuck in the middle of a time loop bringing the end I've never seen you before

[Refrain]

And I've been sick so long

That I can't let you go

And I've been sick so long

That I can't let you go

[Verse 2]

I said, "Stop

And wait a second"

I spent the last three years in fear of what? A resignation?

Diagnosis importance the meds you been choking

Well, I'd be lost without you

Not an addict, I'm a felon yelling at you that I dropped that

Habits couldn't be bad

Sick of what? The sinking unpredicted bleeding, oh for real?

I couldn't see you last time

Waking up I lost mine

Got to take it to survive

I might as well just trip the mine (Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)

Fuck this

Fuck around

And tell me that you see a mouth

Bleeding on your doorstep

I should have shoved it down your throat

Voices screaming, "Choke him!"

Running to feel innocent

Trapped in a fucking maze

Fuck you and your money phase

I just feel nothing but collapse without the crutch they gave

Not an addict, not an addict, diagnosed it can't be made

Stop fucking telling me I'm on the wrong meds

Stop fucking telling me I shoulda been dead

[Bridge]

FUCK!

I FUCKING KNOW

I fucking know

I already know

[Refrain]

And I've been sick so long

That I can't let you go

And I've been sick so long

That I can't let you go

[Chorus]

Fuck that, sinking like I'm stuck in the middle of a time loop bringing the end I've never seen you before