[Verse]

Look, I fucked it up bad, I admit it

She told you everything, so no denying I did it

And that's my fault, we were parents and

I was scared of marriage

No, my actions broke our magic

And it left us both embarrassed

I get it, I lost your trust

But that didn't stop us

I mean, we never argued much

But when we did, you brought it up

I should've known there was something soul-crushing

Hating me and you through ten years of marriage

Three kids in two vehicles

I went on tour so many times

Saw some girls and bitches

Ask Dave, ask Cam, I never flirted with them

I didn't know, thought you're too busy for me

And now I'm feeling like I fell up out the idiot tree

I thought you didn't have the time

I just wasn't on your mind

And here we are, growing apart

I saw those texts, they shot a hole in my heart

I notice how you change, you're feeling yourself

It's not me you want, I guess I gotta be real with myself

There's a family on the line

There's too much on my mind

I can't write a song or do a painting, I'm blind

I mean, what's he got that I don't got?

What's he do that I don't do?

Tell me how to fix it all

Tell me and I'll change for you

Looking at these other women, none of them the same as you

I had put a ring on it

I thought it'd be there at 82

I saw us getting old together

You saw us with old resentment

I guess I got codependent

Now I'm in a cold depression

It's forking the road or forking me

Now I got no direction

[Verse]

So what the, what the, what the fuck?

Snap out of it

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Don't count on it

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You tore me to pieces and everything was a lie to me

Tourniquet for my feelings

There's spiders crawling inside of me

I don't know what it meant to you

'Cause everything I ever knew is fake

Don't take out my heart again

Go grab one out the ambulance

My [?]

The more and more I know

Operate!

Get me back to feeling something!

I need some love in here, stat!

Hurry up!

We can never go back!

And I can carry on!

This shit is miserable

Mental anguish, his physical texting you for a miracle, wanting you to be pivotal

What am I to you, trivial?

Didn't know you were miserable, I think that we're losing him!

Hey!

Don't take out my heart again!

Go grab one out the ambulance!

Must [?]

More and more I know

Operate

Get me back to feeling something

[Outro]

Like two feelings of pain

I'm afraid

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Get me back to feeling something

You're so good

You're so good

You're so good

You're so good

You're so good

You're so good

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