ilosteverything

By spoder

Released on May 27, 2021

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Wake up

No no no i cannot stay up

I got 2 much on my mindd

Its not my fault they h8 us

And you smking all tht crack

Till you pass out in tht basement

N youve nvr seen this side of me

Yea i fking hate it

Jus wanna feel again

All this anger up inside of me

Ive lost my friends

I can't call u back

Yea i know u fkin mad

Thinkin things we culdve had

(i can tryyyy)

Man this turnin in my stomach

I can't sleep yea i can't focus

And you want me dead (i know it)

And you hate me i hate u

I luv u im fake 2

Im hurtin im beat up

Trust me (im) not the right man

Sweep you up in dust pans

End my fkin lifespan

You tell me i ain't shit

No i got used to it

Beat down like a punching bag

Fck this life man its a wrap

I can't even standddd

Gotta bag man i blew it

Man im fckin stupid

You make me feel useless

And now im "acting brand new"

Like make ur mind up

You keep doin lines bruh

I cnt do this life stuff

Too fst yea press on the break

Yea i lose either way

Youve made 2 many mistakes