[Intro]

The more that I try, more that I hide

The more that I try, more that I hide

[Verse 1]

The past few months I felt like I would die

Before I did anything that I loved, oh my (Huh, huh, huh)

I'll stay strong, eighteen round the corner, how'd I (Make it)

This long, all the pressure makes my head hurt

Give it time and it'll get better

And if you hate it well then, know I put in effort

I do my best, how dare you say that I don't (Don't)

Still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

[Bridge]

I'm aware no onе said it'd be easy

Spoke to thе teller now everything's clear, see

It all, pretty girl, girl (Ooh)

[Verse 2]

And if I don't wake up

Tell every single person I love

That I put all my heart in

I will be an artist

There'll be people that care

And I'll build something honest

[Bridge]

Go, don't hide

Do you even know who you are?

Go, how'd you even call that shit art? (Desideratum)

Go back pull your hair out, restart

[Verse 3]

I can't focus well my darling

Got a stutter when I'm talking

You broke the news as I was walking

News when I was promised

I can't focus well my darling

Got a stutter when I'm talking

You broke the news as I was walking

News when I was promised