[Intro]

Can't die

There's gotta be something wrong with me

There's a bigger picture when you look behind the scenes

What the fuck do my friends even see in me?

I hate how I feel like a burden

Demons got me dropping tears on all my fucking verses

Why do you want to help reverse this?

After all the evil that I've done, I don't deserve this

[Chorus One]

I can't die

I'm starting to think therе's something wrong with me

Lord, I try

I hear you calling out to mе

I'm fine

But I could still make my life a tragedy

I'm me

I'm sorry for wasting everybody's time

[Verse One]

I'll be a memory

Used to never think about what people said to me

Now, I'm all alone with nobody next to me

Now, I realize I'm my own worst enemy

Now, I realize ain't no place is safe for me

No one's ever gonna be the one to say they care for me

And I don't want you sending out no prayers for me

'Cause when the day comes that I die, you won't be there for me

[Chrorus Two]

Leading up to my death date

Only thing I notice myself as is as a mistake

My life is a movie, and it ended, ain't no re-takes

As long as I'm watching over you, you will be safe

I might need to schedule another appointment

'Cause mama said that recently, I've been a disappointment

The people see me as the king of the castle

Well, as it turns out, I'm just an egotistic asshole

[Verse Two]

I remember when my mama said she loved me

She said "You gon' be a better person, don't become me."

Now I'm sixteen, and she no longer trusts me

Her little baby boy been through some shit and now he's ugly

One day, mama ain't gonna want me

All I see myself is as her burden, and it haunts me

One day, mama ain't gonna love me

Might as well just do the favor now and have them drop me

And when the day comes that I leave you (Oh my God)

Just know that I ain't ever have intentions to deceive you

I ain't ever see myself as an asset

I was thinkin' 'bout you 'til the day I took my last breath

Last time you saw me, I was happy

It's always gonna make you wonder why it even happened

I've always seen myself as an issue

I'm looking down upon you from the heavens, and I miss you

My life was always full of all my regrets

I'm sorry that I had to make you go through all the recess

The real me ain't how I act on the outside

Imma cut my wrist and then I clean it with peroxide

I wish you would be honest, and just tell me that you hate me

I want to give you even more a reason not to save me

You were my world, but I can no longer clutch you

The last thing Imma say before I leave is that I love you

[Outro]

It hurts so much

Honestly, I don't why I care, I should've let go

I sense your happiness, and I want some

But now that I'm gone, I'll no longer be a problem