Release

By Split Dizzy

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Aye I’m walking thru the valley of the shadow of death

And I’m all by myself

God said that he’s coming to help

I left my bible on shelf

This the one that you felt

I play my cards cuz the dealer done delt

Man I live in a struggle

I feel like I’m sick enclosed in a bubble

Everyday I feel my life is in trouble

Jesus working a double

Because Satan in my room tryna cuddle

And I ain’t saying shit my mouth in a muzzle

I could drown in puddle

Meetin rats and Iaint down in the gutter

When I’m home I’m tryna smile for my mother

It’s either one or the other

When she smile and it’s me that’ll suffer

When I smile then it’s me that’ll hug her

The house feel mad different

You can feel it since my dad been missing

The atmosphere is light gray man listen

Iont expect you get it

God be giving me visions

He told me that he would die when we was both in kitchen

It doesn’t feel realistic

It feel like puzzle nearly done but peace still missing

If nobody ever hear it will the beat still listen

Ima have questions as a dad how ima teach my children

But ima always have a smile if my teeth still glisten

I been relying on prayer

My faith strong like our trust in a chair

We sit without thinking because we know the structure will hold us

My reading is bogus

I find myself reading the Bible once or twice in week and wondering why my flesh is so weak

It don’t come from a tweet

It’s about what you digest when you eat

It’s not the height but it’s the strength in the feet

It’s not the dog in the fight but you know its bout the fight in dog

Thats so when your back on the wall

My brother lost his older brother in same year

Droppin down the same tears

God knew this would happen to us prior to when we came here

Emotions is floatin both of us coastin

Just goin thru motions hopin that hope and joy will just come in the morning

After our mourning and scorning the fact we loss something thats more than attached

This building broke I can’t afford an attack

But I been pouring it back

With nothing to give

Now I gotta different reason to live

For me and my kids

I disappointed my momma

I kept quiet tryna avoid all the drama

Couldn’t believe that I was cold but wasn’t dropping degrees

I told her, it’s not the paper that shows me I succeed

But in this country that’s the one that you need

Only in corporate America

Where the white folk make you get out your character

And your office space is small like a towel that’s terrible, it’s terrible

I been reading my parables

Building my streaks in Bible until it’s big like a caribou

I don’t care if you or if you...

It feel like puzzle nearly done but peace still missing

If nobody ever hear it will the beat still listen

Ima have questions as a dad how ima teach my children

But ima always have a smile if my teeth still glisten

Carrying my cares on my back

Got scoliosis man my spinal would crack

If i wasn’t deeply rooted like a twig it’ll snap

I done snapped

Every picture so I wouldn’t relapse

I give me comfort but I also collapse

In a building of memories

Fight thru the pain like you do with an injury

Find more strength inside yourself and reset your abilities

Started finding that friends wasn’t really like kin to me

But I’m the one who always fake when I reciprocate energy

The closest ones are the enemies

They praise on yo successes but they pray for the end of me

I been working so hard that I can coach all my mini mes

The booth is my diary and I need about 10 of these

I got so much to release

My mind is bringing heat like you do a crease

My whole camp comin like we slept at a shoe release

Reppin' TGD man i swear that’s my truest tweet

But you will see, my presence will be felt like it’s two of me