[Intro]

Ayy


[Verse 1]

A lot of people hate me, wanting me to die, yuh

A lot of others they just wanna see me thrive, yuh

I know that I ain't smart, my mind is not a hive

But with all the shit they saying to me, thinking I'ma cry

I'ma beast, but it ain't always been that way

Sometimes I'm left all high to dry and don't know what to say

All I know that I can do is get down and I pray

Then I go to sleep just hoping we can refresh a new day

Ayy, somebody carry me home

Spitting all these rhymes has left drained me all in the dome

I spent all of my day looking down at my phone

I just wanna go out with my friends and in the city, roam

I wanna travel to see Rome

The morе I sit at this computer, I feel like a gnome

And I'vе learned to suppress all my feelings with how far I've grown

But I cannot stick the feeling that enough I have not flown so I groan


[Refrain]

I ain't—


[Verse 2]

I ain't satanic but I sure am not a saint

Like Doja Cat, the town inside my head is all I paint

Everything I do online, my image, it gets taint

I hope that I'm not out inside the heat and that I faint

I say all these curse words, cussin' people out

But where did I learn all of this from? What is it about?

Supposed to love everyone but sometimes I have doubts

Now my head is switching sides just like Suguru had spout

Ayy, I'm not gonna say the word

But Suguru and Frieza said it, now you can infer

I do not plan for myself or anyone to hurt

But what can I do if inside my head, I feel like Kurt?


[Refrain]

I'm livin' in silence and I don't wanna buy shit

I just wanna make the money, coins go inside slits

Every so often, my brain's going on fritz

I won't ever smoke or vape, I won't take a hit

(It don't hurt me neither)


[Outro]

Ayy, it don't hurt me neither

Everyday, my room ain't getting neater

Ayy, everyday, I need a heater

The world's so cold that you'd think it had a Frieza