A Fiend For The Hate - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Sometimes I feel like I'm nothing

Sometimes I feel like I'm something

All of these conflicting thoughts don't make it no easier, but yet I'ma stay thumping

Yeah, 'cause I'm gonna stay pumping

Extra work, extra lives, I'm fronting

You weigh me down so I'ma keep on hunting

I pierce the game in the heart, I stay trumping

But why do you wanna take me down

Is it because I'm better and you've got a frown?

You're just mad that I'm figuring my way around

And now you only wanna bury me in a mound

[Pre-Chorus]

I can't stay no longer, eating me inside

Because it doesn't even matter how hard I try

I can't please everybody, they want me to die

But I will keep pushing on, don't know why I lie, yeah

[Chorus]

I don't know why I try

But I'ma keep pushing on and evolve with time

Because the more the people hate, know I satiate

And I'm a fiend for the hate 'cause it fuels my rage

If you got a problem, hit me up on my page

I'm not a miracle worker, no, I'm not a sage

Yeah, this is my alternative to working minimum wage

And, no, you're never, ever gonna take all of it away

[Verse 2]

Yeah, I got one thing carved in my brain

Hard work and determination will lead to fame

If I never chase it, then I will never obtain

Because my one goal here is to change the game

What's up with the rain hanging over my head?

Who's the person in the alley pointing at me with lead?

They just have an objective and they just wanna get fed

'Cause either way, win or lose, know they're getting a bed

Too dark, I apologize, know I scrutinize

First two albums, I'll admit, I gotta euthanize

As I'm getting older, I think that I finally realized

The monster inside has been eating me alive