Chains

By Splinta

Released on December 16, 2018

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VERSE 1

How much longer have i gotta walk round with all the chains

All this stress all of the things in my past

Building up inside my brain

Sometimes i wake up and i shed tears on my pillow

Cause i really can't deal with the pain

Know that we all wanna go back to past

And change sometimes that we can’t change

I can remember being just a little boy

I'll talk to anybody that will get annoyed

I remember feeling different to everybody else

I didn't wanna play with the other boys

I remember the only time i used to see my dad

Was walking out of the door

I remember i used to my mum fighting with her boyfriends

Calling her whore

Until i grown into a teenager and starting protecting her

Because am her boy

Wanna try touch my family or touch my mother

Ill blast you over the joy

This passion i carry in my heart

You don’t wanna feel this thunder in my fist

Been long walking around in the dark

Just tryna find out where the lighthouse is

Am still surfing all to the waves

All of the let downs all of the pain

All them times that i throught that we was going out somewhere

But we jusr ended up staying

Am still tryna let go of the pain

All of the betreyal and all of the games

Sex noises that i hear next door

Still tryna get ride of those out my brain

Videos that i watched when i was young

Still tryin get ride of those out my soul

Pictures i saw when i was only 7

Are stuck in my head and am 22 years old

One day ill be alright you got relise

This life that we living is cold

One day ill be a mighty solider

With the moshigh lets watch all unfold watch it all un

CHORUS

They say they do but they don't feel your pain

If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain

In my memory is where i'll see your face

Now am just praying that one day i'll hear you voice again

They say they do but they don't feel your pain

If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain

In my memory is where i'll see your face

Now am just praying that one day i’ll hear you voice again

VERSE 2

How much longer have i gotta walk round feeling depressed

My life might all good to you on the outside but the inside nar g it ain’t bless

No I feel like my whole careers been finessed

Everybody tryna plug the heart from my chest

I ain't gotta wear no bulletproof vest

Because i believe you shoer and i don’t fear death

"LOOK"

I need a tissue

Grandad i just want you to know that i miss you

I remember rolling round in your car with ya

I was laughing at everything that you did do

Know that you gone to a better place

And i got jelously that i ain't up there with you

Am just rolling around on my own in the cold on the road

Tryna escape this igloo

Been through things you should never put a kid through

But still theres alot i got to admit to

The more you try hiddin from the truth

Yeah all the more it's gunna hurt when it hits you

I been hurt way to many times

And i mean mentally i ain't talkin a bit bruised

People cuss me behind my back

Then say to my face yeah thats a big tune

But i ain’t never gunna be no victim

Evil people i don't wanna be with them

Evil people i don't wanna be around em

Evil people i go bun like biftas

Love my brothers and i love my sisters

Love my mothers and i love my father

Lord i pray you keep givin me wisdom

And that you never take away this great privilage

BRIDGE

They say they do but they don't your pain

Am like how much longer have i gotta walk round with all of these chains

I don't feel the same

No i'll never feel the same

I just wanna see your face

See you when we meet again yeah

CHORUS

They say they do but they don't feel your pain

If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain

In my memory is where i'll see your face

Now am just praying that one day i'll hear you voice again

They say they do but they don't feel your pain

If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain

In my memory is where i'll see your face

Now am just praying that one day i'll hear you voice again