Yo

How long have I been out of my face

Stuck inside a hole and feeling like it ain't gunna change

Am I a coward or am I just stuck in my ways

Or am I just finding a way to escape all of the pain

Listen, yeah you can drive but you ain't beating a plane

I look around and I can't ever see no real in this game

Took to many loses I will never feel them again

I roll it up into a zoot and blow away all my pain

Middle of the night, dreaming on my peddle bike

I can't never get it right, never got my credit tight

Bad memory's i swear i've got a fucking terabyte

Sick of worrying where i will lay my head at night

Yеah i cry sometimes becausе I'm built different

When god created my kind he didn't build bitches

Broken mirrors, broken pictures it ain't any different

I always think about my children cuz there still with us

I always think about the times you say you had my back

I was always backing all your beef I must of been a twat

Remember when you left me all you fucking did was run

If i was you i woulda spun it round but you weren't looking back

And i ain't flipping anymore cuz i ain't inna bitching

I'm wishing, that everyday could be a little different

My mission, was to be close but you was hella distant

Non fiction, i say fuck you when a demon whispers

You know that i love all my bro's and all my sisters

If any harm comes to them you'll hear sutten whistling

I ain't scared of no block I've never been a victim

Just keep it locked cuz I've got sutten cooking in the kitchen

You know that i love all my bro's and all my sisters

If any harm comes to them you'll hear sutten whistling

I ain't scared of no block I've never been a victim

Just keep it locked cuz I've got sutten cooking

Grandad i really miss you i ain't gonna pretend

I'm wishing and I'm hoping that one day I'll see you again

When i was writing this i had to take a breather for ten

I'm only human and my heart is still bleeding again

Look, I'm just a young boy coming from a broken home

With a dream tryna make it out so i just row the boat

People round me tryna break me, but I've got a question for you

How you gonna break someone that's already broke

Nothings ever promised in life only your death

Noones ever helped me to walk only my legs

Noones ever helped me to talk what's on my head

But am a speak what's all over my mind until there's nothing left

Nones ever taught me to heal up when i was broken

Noone ever told me cough it up when I was chocking

Noone ever taught me how to deal with all my pain

So I write it all in my lyrics and smoke away my emotions

Tryna fix it all and put together what is broken

Light up at the end of the tunnel is what am hoping

Recipe for happiness I wish I had the potion

I would pour it all into the sea and then dive into the ocean

I just know that I appreciate like every breath

But I just wish that I could take back every thing I said

Just be careful were your spending all your time when your alive

You don't repent you don't know were your really going when your dead