Eyes slowly open, still dark out

I haven't a slept a full night this week

The tv echoes as I fall in and out of consciousness

The internal battle that no one can see, a battle I have almost lost

Every day is the same I drink until I can't see and repeat

I don’t want to get out of bed, sleep away the day and dream about you and where it went wrong

Wrong

Euphoria my friend can’t you stay around? Even if it’s just for a little while

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Results of the hours I’ve spent up in my head

Living up there, hiding from the world in this altered state

I’m awake but so far away

The beginning of yet another wasted day

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