Learning to walk

Held up by stilts

A taste of the pavement might be the answer

To kill my last thought

Anything to not be here

Like it makes a difference

How many nails to hold my head still?

One more "day in the life" and I will fucking end it

They can't hear you

Screaming out of desperation

This one's full of lead

Contemplating my existence after everything you've said

Another night to ponder it

A creature takеs its form on the way down

It has no name, it residеs in hell

I won't fake it any longer

Breathe in through the mask

And realize that by accepting imminent death

We can begin to tolerate the surrounding air shared by everyone

When all that's left is descent

We are finally free

There is no more hate held between, because we understand

That the feeling is the same when our hearts stops

A creature takes its form on the way down

It has no name, it resides in hell

Taped to the back of my fucking lids

Come take a look through the lens in my head

Pain lasts below the soil, just know

This life was set to fail

I won't be forced to live it