[Intro]

(I've always been ashamed that I wanna)

(Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated)

(Blood is jaded)

[Verse 1]

I feel alone in my body

I feel a silence underneath

In these valleys of blood

In these rivers of rust

Shoulder all the blame again

Mirror locked until the end

It was violent and rough

I was never enough

[Refrain]

But what if I was stable enough to wind me down the road

Like a remora swims?

But what if I was inside a thousand lives to give my ghost?

It's never enough, it's never еnough

[Chorus]

And I've always been ashamed that I wanna

Fall into a dream with my honour dеsecrated

Blood is jaded

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded

Blood is jaded

[Verse 2]

In my dreams all I see is a crimson key

Tethered by a falling string

Meant to turn in the lock for me

I can't leave so I justify

Interloper of confidence

Under pressure of influence

Not a curse that I caused

Never to rot

[Refrain]

What if I was? (What if I was?)

What if I was?

(It's never enough, it's never enough)

[Chorus]

And I've always been ashamed that I wanna

Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated

Blood is jaded

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded

Blood is jaded

[Bridge]

I know where I wanna go

But you know that it's too close

And you know that it's too late this time

[Pre-Chorus]

And I've always been ashamed that I wanna

Fall into a dream with my honour

[Chorus]

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded

Blood is jaded

And I've always been ashamed that I wanna

Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated

Blood is jaded

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded

Love is jaded

[Outro]

(What if I was?)