I wouldn't know rock bottom

If it hit me in the face

I keep on digging deeper

But I'm still in the same place

Some would say an optimist

With something left to share

I would say I've always been here

And I just never cared

Chorus:

I will keep fighting and

I will keep trying

If only with half a heart

Living this way is

Better than dying

Even if I can't tell them apart

My mind may waver but

I still repeat the line

Making the same mistakes

A process I refine

There's no way to keep from

Doing the same thing

The only difference

How weak my reasoning

Chorus

I mourn a child I've never met

And who likely never was

But when you give something a name

There's so much that it could cause

I hope this is the one

That puts me over the edge

Finding the bottom pit

Is just another ledge