Thug Diary

By Spinabenz

Released on January 19, 2024

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[Intro]

For the thousandth time, somebody help me

When they said it would be hard, they ain't tell me (Yeah)

I would be all alone (Drive safe)

With the same song on repeat (Know it's a long road, Simo Fre just killed this)

You feel me?

Somebody save me, I'm runnin' outta love (Yeah)

Tears of a dove (Keep that shit, man)

Alone on an island


[Verse 1]

When the sun go down, when it's stormin'

When it all fall down, can I call?

So many dark clouds

It's showerin', rain pourin'

All alone in the eye of the storm

I kept it rеal from the beginning

When I poppеd my shit and I told my story, was all facts and nonfiction

Ain't gon' say we wet the floor, but keep on slidin' on niggas who slippin'

When the cocaine business was all powder, 'til we hit the stove, we started whippin' it

Meechy fuckin' the dope up, it don't matter, we get the fork, the stove, we fixin' it, ayy

Tryna figure out it's a competition when they complimentin'

I went with my brother, I stood in the rain storm 'cause he ain't have a pot to piss in

Nigga did all that with us, then changed on us, confidential informant, a witness

Nigga did all that for what? You sang songs, that shit you told them folks


[Chorus]

Ain't help me

For the thousandth time, somebody help me

I'm not sayin' that I'm tired 'cause I ain't get no sleep

Out my window, I see rain, even snow and sleet

JO, can you write this shit down while you record me?


[Verse 2]

Try not to get stuck in my rearview, too many things that I don't wanna see

Tryna figure is it competition when they complimentin'? Do they really fuck with me?

Tryna figure is it competition when they complimentin'?

I flooded my neck and my wrist and my pendant

Got her callin' me baby like my name was Skilla

Can't come around me fakin', my niggas more realer

They robbers and killers and drugs dealers

Leave it up to Baby and Quez, we'll be robbin' the plug, yeah

Moment of silence for Johnny, he lost his life inside the club

Long live Johnny, he lost his life 'cause my nigga ran off on the plug (Word up)

KeKe go, "Spina, they don't fuck with you" (Keyanna)

She a rider, she say, "I don't need no one else but you"

Soon as them niggas slip, we pull up and slide like we keep wettin' the floor

They gon' think I made this song on 38 'cause this my special flow


[Chorus]

Gon' be my last time asking

For the thousandth time, somebody help me

When they said it would be hard, they ain't tell me

I would be all alone every day of the week

The same song on repeat, like

Send me an angel from Heaven up above

Somebody save me, I'm runnin' out of love

Water fallin' down the mountain, tears of a dove

Alone on an island


[Outro]

Way too fucked up, nah

That's for sure

I don't give a fuck, JO, run that bitch, JO

Yeah

Uh

Alright, you feel me?

For sure