[Verse 1]

Seeking blessings in my failures

Doing the Our Father

To be the essence of the lessons that we all follow

But what messiah could do this

Coincidence is not probable

Had me losing faith

Cause this was not solvable

Me and Morgana broke up

I wanted loose

Thought it was stupid to fall in love

Of course I would lose

Then I ended up balling up and courting a few

Someone got the wrong impression

I was almost ruined

[Verse 2]

I thought I was turned pariah

Thank God I didn't cope by burning the spliff to get higher

But write on the pagе

Obtrude my pain and maybe inspire

Thosе after me to excuse their blame

And never go quiet

My crime was trivialized by inferior criteria

My interior lies materialize fear

The signs clear

[Verse 3]

Walking in the schoolyard I see the people I've wronged

Hoping that the guilt in my mind would leave me alone

Thoughts on autopilot, I needed closure

The energy that I felt every day was hopeless

I got the note from my brain: "it's over"

Every time I'm invited

I just keep saying no

To stray away from Grey October