Released on January 23, 2022

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[Pre-Chorus]

When you leave, don't forget me

I might cry, and feel alive

But I finally feel so alone (Woah)

And I'm free now


[Chorus]

Feeling kinda lush

You're giving me a rush

And it just kinda hurts

Feeling like it doesn't matter (Mmm)


[Verse]

I should probably be quiet

I don't wanna make a scene

Slip through the back door

Everyone forgetting me

Used to being in the limelight

And I didn't know how to act right

Now I'm being pushed to the side (Woah)

No worries, I don't wanna fight

Feeling like I'm messing up

Feeling like I'm not enough

Everyone around me mocking me

For all my stuff, and I get it (Get it. get it, get it)

So much (Haha)


[Bridge]

I can't lie

Tell me why

I won't cry

Tell me why (Woah, woah)

(Oh my god)


[Chorus]

Feeling kinda lush

You're giving me a rush

And it just kinda hurts

Feeling like it doesn't matter (Mmm)


[Outro]

Feeling kinda lush

You're giving me a rush

And it just kinda hurts

Feeling like it doesn't matter (Mmm)