Released on October 1, 2021

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[Intro]

(Synth got the waves!)

(Jammy on the beat, boy!)


[Chorus]

Starting to feel just like a weight on my shoulder

Brand new whip looks like a mars rover

Call me ET, 'cause I'm the beholder

All the truth I said, that's not what you told her

All this pain making my heart cave in

I know you were way worse than your friends

That's when I left and drove in the Benz

Now it's too late to even make amends


[Verse 1]

Life goes so fast man, it's feeling like a drag race

Come and hop in, in the back of my black wraith

Imma get a ticket man, I'm speedin' down the intеrstate

Just tryna floor it and drive all this pain away

Yeah this pain you brought, it feels likе nothing's working

You showed me what it's like to have a demon lurking

You hurt me, yeah, you did it on purpose

Got me feeling like a clown in a circus

I showed you my love and you threw it in the dirt

Look what you did, you made my heart hurt

You threw my heart out in the freezing cold

Feels like a videogame you controlled


[Chorus]

Starting to feel just like a weight on my shoulder

Brand new whip looks like a mars rover

Call me ET, 'cause I'm the beholder

All the truth I said, that's not what you told her

All this pain making my heart cave in

I know you were way worse than your friends

That's when I left and drove in the Benz

Now it's too late to even make amends


[Verse 2]

I gave you my all and you sat there and laughed

I miss the days where our love didn't crash

I felt so close, now I feel like an outcast

All of this drama left my mind trashed

Whatever I said, I promise I ain't mean it

I was so blind, yeah I couldn't believe it

I know you were hurt and it left you seasick

I'm so sorry for everything I did


[Bridge]

I was Immature and acted like a kid

I tried my best to keep it off the grid

The damage is done, it is what it is

I'm so sorry for everything I did


[Chorus]

Starting to feel just like a weight on my shoulder

Brand new whip looks like a mars rover

Call me ET, 'cause I'm the beholder

All the truth I said, that's not what you told her

All this pain making my heart cave in

I know you were way worse than your friends

That's when I left and drove in the Benz

Now it's too late to even make amends


[Outro]

You dumb fuck, have you learned nothing?