EXPECTATIONS

By SPECTATE-P

Released on June 23, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Sometimes u just gotta let it hurt and let it go

Sometime these ppl 'u trust'

Are just gonna fade to foes

Sometimes these ppl

Get filled up the wit so much evil

And try to hurt you cause

That's really truly all they know

I been feeling dumb, numb and really crazy

I'm looking down

Just to ask myself why my hands so shaky


[Bridge]

Temptations

No patience

I do not feel the safety

Expectations

Like regulations

Why do these ppl hate me?


[Verse 2]

I been feeling stupid, I lose it

When I'm sad

Room is so humid, can't do this

I feel fucking trapped

Only 40 seconds in

143 syllables have been rapped

I jump and then u catch me

But lay me down to get stabbed

I been at this shit for 1 year

No career

No friends to interfere

Nobody to talk abt ur inner fears

I can't be in it for the money

If I ain't making no money

I can't be in it for attention

When the other side ain't sunny

Okay the hours

They be passing like the minutes

But the seconds they be feeling like the days

And I don't understand it

I think there's a problem with my brain


[Outro]

Like a bitch that got no empathy

See you but not listening

Finishing my enemies

Killing the fine felonies

Filled with this mind energy

Every damn memory

All of this inside of me

Don't lie to me