Yeah
So many things
That I had to do
And I had to learn
Learn to observe
Play with my words
Learn to mature
Distinguish the things that are pure
So many things
That I got to amend
That I got to address
God I'm a mess
Working on worrying less
And loosing these demons that running inside of my head
Man, I've been going through phases
I've been going through changes
I'm done with the faking
I'm tired of putting a smile on my face
And tell 'em I'm happy
And tell 'em I'm laughing
Y'all keep on berating
I'm done with the hating
Cause I know who made me
Remember you told that I wouldn't make it with rapping
So how you going to tеll me
You loving my music
And you a fan of me now?
Huh?
Yeah, been a minutе but I'm back now
Everybody want to know
Where I've been
What I've done
What is up
Had to level up
Had to take a minute for myself
Coming back now with a brand-new cadence
Sweet new smell like a brand-new fragrance
Had to switch but up for those who hating
Saying that I'm too bland and I wouldn't make it
Well look at me now
They loving my cadence
They loving my style
Forget all you fakes
Who cares if you proud of me now
Paved my own way
And I mastered my sound
In love with success
And in love the view of the clouds
I kind of like it
I'm not coming down
Finally given my space
Why would I give it up now?
Hold up!
Look, there's a lot I've been learning
I'm loving the journey
The old me is shot
So get me the gurney
Cause this a new me
And you bet I'm relentless
Get my machete
I'm getting my vengeance
I'm ready to ramp up the essences
Took me a while to build my incentives
Sorry for all of the waits and added extensions
But if I'm being honest
I need a minute for me
I need a minute to look for some peace
I need a minute, reflect and release
Thinking 'bout the future
Always thinking 'bout my past
Thinking that I'll flop
And thinking that I'm trash
Career will never last
And I'll never get the bag
Cause I can't really rap
Sike!
I don't really think so
They continue to doubt me
Even though I've delivered
I'm tired of hearing your voices
I'm pulling the trigger
Cause you constantly giving opinions
With nothing but ignorance
Always critiquing
When you don't see the mission
The don't see the vision
Then they wait for the digits
To pop out from no where
To say that you did it
Trying to get in your circle
Later to leach your success and your winnings
So I keep my distance
And I keep my cool
Wish 'em the best
And I head out the room
Cause I got my business that I got to do
I got these people that I got to prove
Making my finishing moves
So y'all got to move
Cause I have been working
And it has been evident
Dropping this record is clearly the evidence dawg!
So look at me now
They loving my cadence
They loving my style
Forget all you fakes
Who cares if you proud of me now
Paved my own way
And I mastered my sound
In love with success
And in love with the view of the clouds
I kind of like it
I'm not coming down
Finally given my space
Why would I give it up now?
Hold up!
Look, there's a lot I've been learning
I'm loving the journey
The old me is shot
So get me the gurney
Cause this a new me
And you bet I'm relentless
Get my machete
I'm getting my vengeance
I'm ready to ramp up the essences
Took me a while to build my incentives
Sorry for all of the waits and added extensions
But if I'm being honest
I need a minute for me
I need a minute to look for some peace
I need a minute to dig what's in me
I'll be the first to admit that I got a lot of my flaws
That I got to work on
That I got to pay for
That I got to pray for
Cause I got a plate full
You bet that I'm grateful
It took some reflecting
Cause I was deflecting
A level of pain that I was resenting
Always so bitter
Just constantly venting
No love in my heart
Cause that is still pending
Fears in his room
And he keeps on re renting
But I'm reinventing
And I'm putting the ending
Ripped up the lease
Told him to find a new place
For his spending
Cause I got a record
That I got to make
And I got decisions that I got to make
And a handful of hands that I got to shake
Don't compare me to others
Cause we're not the same
This a competitive game
Balls in my court
And I'm ready to play
Not going to lie man, I'm feeling great
Got to thank God
Cause I'm in this place
Got to thank God
That I'm filled with Grace
Got to thank God
That I'm seeing change
Had to get up
To get out of this phase
Learned to get up to get out of this maze
Reflected my thoughts
And I'm finding my way
Looking for answers
With no time to play
Handful of feelings
That I must portray
I got some songs
That I got to play but
I need a minute for me
I need a minute to look for some peace
I need a minute, reflect and release
Thinking about the future
Always thinking about my past
Thinking that I'll flop
And thinking that I'm trash
Career will never last
And I'll never get the bag
Cause I can't really rap
Sike!
I don't really think so