Yan. - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Man all this death around me got me wanting something different

I got my best around but now we keep a fucking distance

Cause you depressed when someone go and think of what you've given

And all this stress and doubting always keep me up and thinking

We got these problems and they keepin' I from up and dipping

And since my momma left I always feel like somethings missing

I learn that poppin' pills will keep a momma from her children

But then I went pop them pills and caught myself up slippin'

Got my self addicted and got myself inflicted

And got myself up out it to find my self back in it

I now I feel so crowdеd it's like I'm tackled and it

Feels like I'm all surroundеd, but I know that's a gimmick

Don't know why I'm astounded, I know my past's invented

I know I myself, I did it, I know we all insane

I know its all game, I know we all to blame

But I can't point no fingers, but you gon' feel that pain

You gon' feel that pain

You gon' feel the pain

And every night I think about the pills you took

Keeping me from poppin' got my floor, wall, and ceiling shook

Got every right to think about the feels you took

But maybe if it wasn't you, then I'da got the killing hook

Cause you don' taught me lessons, I'da never fought without you

You brought the questions I'd a never thunk or sought without you

Man, I just wished that second guessing got the fuck up out you

You got a blessin' man, I hope you found that out too

I hope you found an out too, not just and old suppressant

Cause every time I pass your house, I think of times

When we was resting or just lying the couch

Tryna find some type of message and way to get it out

And it's the flesh than keep us in, so it's the thang that keep us out

And it's the things keep us in that got our brain all full of doubt

And the shit we breathing in that got us painful in a drought

So we just keep on breathin' in, till we exhaling all it out

You gon feel the pain

Motherfuckers just look for the answer to that big why, why, why bro