[Intro]

It’s so hard moving on, When I feel like giving up

I don’t know who to call, don’t know where to go

It’s so hard not to think about suicide

Constantly distracting myself

But my mind stays on it and I can’t let it go

It’s so hard, I’m just tryna move on

Just trying to live stress-free but that's hard

I can’t even sleep cause It's so hard

[Verse One]

Ayo, it’s so hard to keep on living

With the thoughts feeling so heavy, fought everything through my life

I felt death so many times, life so hard

That I feel like I wanna give up and meet God

I hope for better days and luckily i get some

But overwhelmed no one hear my problem

I swear no one wanna fucking help

They don’t even check up on mе, ask how i’m doing

They don’t notice unless I’m yеlling and screaming for help

And that’s a problem so I just wanna feel like I matter

So fuck all of y’all if you think I’m doing this for attention

I’m just battling through my dark times and live for another day

And honestly that's grateful enough, I’m not asking for a lot

I just wanna be noticed and loved, you feel me?

[Chorus]

It’s so hard moving on, When I feel like giving up

I don’t know who to call, don’t know where to go

It’s so hard not to think about suicide

Constantly distracting myself

But my mind stays on it and I can’t let it go

It’s so hard, I’m just tryna move on

Just trying to live stress-free but that's hard

I can’t even sleep cause It's so hard

[Verse Two]

I’m trying to fucking process it

My mind struggling to understand it

Had a stroke but doctors didn’t care

Took them hours just to reach him while he was fighting for his life

I try to move on from this

But trying to forget

I try to keep my mood up when I feel miserable

My eyes stay up but my chest feels heavy

It’s feels so wrong, since my father’s been gone

Everywhere I go, I get reminded of him

Trying so hard not to remember it

Every night, I dream about seeing the light

Scared of my time is being so close

And I finally realized how much life is really worth

If I’m gonna die then I die with a meaning

I feel like a hypocrite

Just a kid with a dream that is unrealistic

[Chorus]

It’s so hard moving on, When I feel like giving up

I don’t know who to call, don’t know where to go

It’s so hard not to think about suicide

Constantly distracting myself

But my mind stays on it and I can’t let it go

It’s so hard, I’m just tryna move on

Just trying to live stress-free but that's hard

I can’t even sleep cause It's so hard

[Outro]

It’s so hard moving on, When I feel like giving up

I don’t know who to call, don’t know where to go

It’s so hard not to think about suicide

Constantly distracting myself

But my mind stays on it and I can’t let it go

It’s so hard, I’m just tryna move on

Just trying to live stress-free but that's hard