Time after time

It's almost 12, I feel so weak when you're not inside

But who's not drunk off something almost every night?

Tell me I should grow some skin

'Cause it's still just in my head

Childlike hope felt clean for a bit

That credit card maxed off jeans and therapy

Love songs where you call your girlfriend a bitch

Took an edible so I can fall asleep

Now I'm panicking

Watch Dogs drip, whole room glowing pink

All the walls got souls, car keys in a fist (woo!)

Lately I've been feeling like we're living in a sim

Got a manic god pulling on my strings

Tryna bury me

I wanna know how it feels when you sink back

Is it the same that I feel when I'm drinking?

I've got a camera full of photos I regret and a couple that remind me I'm the shit

Fuck it, now it's full time

Imma get you mad at the kid

Old school blogs getting smacked in this bitch

I'm 22 shouldn't act like I did

Maybe should've gone to school and just dipped

Leave too much for me to imagine

Retail jobs, smoke break, doing backflips

How'd I miss a whole year to the magic?

Never look back, never look back, never look

Wish that I could help you to end this

I need help upholding a friendship

Throw my Android into a blender

I just wanna stay in your bed for a fuckin' year

(It's still just in my head)

Childlike hope felt clean for a bit

That credit card maxed off jeans and therapy

Love songs where you call your girlfriend a bitch

Took an edible so I can fall asleep

Now I'm panicking

Watch Dogs drip, whole room glowing pink

All the walls got souls, car keys in a fist (woo!)

Lately I've been feeling like we're living in a sim

Got a manic god pulling on my strings tryna bury me