Released on October 2, 2021

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Where do you go and hide?

I'm just tryna get through

Why are you so hard to find

When we're in the same room?

I can't do this again

And leave it all up to you

Feel like I missed out on the best parts

Sitting in friends cars

Finish your drink and drive back

I need you home safe

I need to stop fighting the words

I could've showed up when I didn't

And cried the tears with you

And slept with you flat on the earth

It's like I just don't know how to get close now

Everything changed in a year in a blur

And I felt alone and put pieces of home in good peoplе who know how bad it can hurt

It's beautiful to me how your skin feels so bittersweet

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Feels like I'm always leaving someone I need behind

She's in my head she's in each line I know you probably see right through

She breaks my heart she makes it drop I know it all gets back to you

Just prove me wrong I held my tongue

Riding round drunk in the backseat

She broke my guard she's all I want

But I'm too closed off to be there for you