I drove a scratched up car to pay the bills today

It's like

When we get time to talk I've got nothing to say

And it's ok cuz all is fair

In love and soul-crushing despair

If I'm the bigger person now then something bigger's wrong

Someone probably died out there tonight

Cold and hollow wrapped in fire

I can play along but I can't fight

This time it's way bigger than you

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So if I crush my chest with a baseball bat

Save a 9 point round cuz I'm better than that

Let's get a goddamn pint cuz I'm tryna get back

To that

Feeling that I had before I gave into heresay

Wasted so much time tryna fool myself into staying

When all of the forecasts said to hide I showed them my face

And it's the alcohol and the mariners call and a galaxy phone

And I used to have these nightmares where I'd end up in this place

I'm sick of feeling alone in my skin

And every heat wave feels like a challenge to give in

I got a picture that I guess I fuckin burned in my head

Of last summer and a queen sized bed

Feel like shit

[Chorus]

But if I crush my chest with a baseball bat

Save a 9 point round cuz I'm better than that

Let's get a goddamn pint cuz I'm tryna get back

To that

Feeling that I had before I gave into heresay