When I’m Gone - Intellectual

[Intro]

Eternity is hollow

Yeah, yeah

I think I'm runnin' outta shit that I can get in my life

I got a bitch inside my bed, got the neck full of ice

See the powder on the table, readjustin' my sight

Got me clean up off the bottle but I'm scared of the white

Don't wanna fight, I hate the way I'm feelin' tonight

I tell these people "Quit the bitchin', need to take my advice"

I need the lights 'cause it's dark in my room

I'm sick of sittin' at this desk, makin' music for food

I think it's you or it's him, doesn't matter to me

I don't know if there's a god but I be down on my knees

'Cause this happy shit thеy talkin' don't come natural to me

I got evеrything I wanted, shit what happened to me

Everything's more beautiful

I got some plays and then I flipped a ghost

Climbin' out this shitty hole

Got me thinkin' 'bout the shit I did when I was little, bro

Sippin' could've kill me, that ain't water in the videos

You never see the fault up in your step until you trip and roll

Yeah, yeah, time to let it go

I can't look up in that mirror, I'm afraid of ghosts

Yeah, yeah, I killed a milli' shows

But I can't show myself for reasons that I shouldn't fold

Break apart the lines, you find a broken man inside

Heart beat like the tick of the bomb, I'm runnin' outta time

It's eatin' me alive, I swear, I never find the finish line

Tell me everything is all right, I wouldn't mind a lie

Prey for everyone but never pray for me

Don't waste your breath, I've seen the fire take the sea

They said the reaper on the way, he's hauntin' me

I think I'll probably let him take me if we meet

I'm out my head, I need some help but I won't

I need to talk to somebody that's gonna sell me the chrome

I take a shot of the vodka and get a shot to the dome

I think they'll care when I'm not here but they won't cry 'till I'm gone

Yeah