Second Place - Intellectual

Hold My Ground

Everything's so complicated

I need you now

But you turn me away

And I fucking hate it

I spent the whole damn night

Waiting for you but you never came

I spent the whole damn night

Learning what it feels like when you're second place

I know you know it ain't right

But you just go and do it anyway

So I avoid that fight

They said that I should pick my battles carefully

But I hold my ground

Everything's so complicated

I need you now

But you turn away

And I fucking hate it

Don't bring me, bring me down

I'm breaking, breaking out

I'm barely holding onto this

I feel like I might lose my grip

Don't bring me, bring me down

Cause I can't take it now

This won't mean anything

But I need everyone to see

I wanted it everything

Now just a mess now I can clean

I just fuck shit up

Think enoughs enough

I just really need a minute I should lay low

Fuck I hate your guts

Live my life in cuffs

I done battle with my feelings till I break down

Fall into a spiral till you find me laying face down

I met the devil and she told me it's a shake down

You let me crumble under pressure and the weight now

I know I made some mistakes

But I swear I'm gonna

Hold my ground

Everything's so complicated

I need you now

But you turn away

And I fucking hate it

Don't bring me, bring me down

I'm breaking, breaking out

I'm barely holding onto this

I feel like I might lose my grip

Don't bring me, bring me down

I'm breaking, breaking out

I'm barely holding onto this

I feel like I might lose my grip

Don't bring me, bring me down