Released on September 22, 2023

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[Verse 1]

Now I come to the party and that's when they saw me

Clappin' their hands like they do at the concert

When I go stand off in the corner

They actin surprised like this isn't torture

There's nothing to toast but it's Saturday night

And they all want a reason to get drunk or get high

And I hate it (Hate it, hate it)

This smile I'm fakin'

And they all wanna yell and they all wanna scream

They all wanna get faded so they don't have to think

Now I'm crazy (Crazy, crazy)

For not gettin' crazy

So go fill up those cups, take all those shots

But don't try to pretend that I'm something I'm not

I won't fake it (Fake it, fake it)

Anymore


[Chorus]

And I, I've never been one for the party

But I don't wanna let anyone down

Now every night I stay awake and drown in everything I hate about


[Verse 2]

And I know it sounds bad but I'm sick of this world

I'm surrounded by liquor and drugs and the girls

I don't want (I don't want)

I need some help (I need some help)

'Cause I'm drowning in pain when I see all the faces

Of people I hate and I'm sick of explaining myself (Myself)

Why I need some help (Help)


[Bridge]

So let me hide now

Cause I hate them, I hate you

It's all me, it's not you

I think I'm just broken inside


[Chorus]

And I, I've never been one for the party

But I don't wanna let anyone down

Now every night I stay awake and drown in everything I hate about-

Livin' my life at the party

And I've never been one to say sorry

I know that I've been feelin stuck inside my head


[Outro]

Inside my head