Lately I been feeling like I'm not even alive now

Feeling like my life is over, I'm just on the ride now

Momma think I'm famous, couple fans stopped me out in public

Tell me that they love it when I say I wanna die now

They don't wonder why tho, swear to God I'm crying out

Only fuckin time I feel alive is when I'm crying now

Hate the way I feel inside but shawty think I'm fly now

Voices in my head ghostwriting all the lines now

But I know, I know

I been fucked up too long, too long

I try to hold on, hold on

Tell me why I feel alone, feel alone

I put the gucci on my belt just to fuck my life up

Put my feelings in a song, I sit back an I write em

Cigarettes in my clothes when I flick my lighter

All the smoke in my lungs, now I'm caughtin a cycle

I know this

I'm broken

I'm hoping

I can hold on

No coping

I'm hopeless

I try but

I can't hold on

I can't hold on...