[This might be the end]

"Yeah, uhh yeah, uh

I promise I'm not gonna rap like this on the rest of the tape

So if you don’t want to hear this, just skip ahead

I just gotta say some shit"

Yeah, yeah

Everybody wanna know what’s next Zack

What style what flow on the next track?

Lately I've been trying to take a step back

Check that comment section and the stress back

I just want to let my fuckin nuts hang

Coupe range pull up to the motherfuckin function

New bling too clean fingers got a blue stain

Thumbing through them dead presidents like it’s loose changе

Yeah everything seems so еasy

Get the money right and keep breathing

But why I gotta feel like a mess

I don’t really like the way my reflection treats me

Believe me I know, you miss the old me

Cause you, your friend, and your friend’s homie told me

If I'm being real, I feel real lonely

I wish I could return this fuckin dream that they sold me

I came a long way from throwing up every morning

Pour another cup just to keep me from showing

The way that I feel every time I'm alone

Now I'm sober and healthy but feel like I've grown

So upset with the world and the people around me

Talk like they know but know nothing about me

Money is coming I spam my accountant

Then blow it like I would be better without it

Yeah fuck what you say I done done it

This shit's common sense I'm the one it’s

So obvious I been stunting

I been on my grind no fuckin pop shove it

I really ain’t impressed with like none of these dudes

Ya’ll a bunch of zeros I'm done with these fools

Met a couple of my heroes I'm becoming evil

Cause they all ain’t shit I can’t stomach these fools

Yeah

Yeah, yeah

"I'm gonna, I'm gonna go back in

One more time"

Yeah, yeah

Yeah

Look, look

Its been six years since I did the coke in the stall

Ten milli plays in a fuckin downfall

What's next, how I'm going to top the drugs in the bathroom

Maybe I was only good for one song, that's all

I talk tough but I'm not okay

I thought life might change but I'm stuck in a race

See me fake they smile that I got on my face

They might believe me if the grill match the chains

No way, now come the fangs come out

Life's a bitch and she suck me dry

I've been trying every day but I never die

Yeah, do it to myself but I wonder why

Yeah, I do it to myself but I wonder why

Why I gotta be made like this

Why my brain like this

Why I never get away from the pain, might quit

Why they play my shit

Why I don't put the gun to my brain and dip

I see my son smile, that's the only time I'm really good

I know that he gon to beat all the battles that I never could

I know that he gon to be the good that I never was

I hope he beats all of the demons that I never would

So if you ever see me flex and know it's all a lie

No, I'm not a good person but I do try

Insecure and anxious, I'm all up in my head

And now I feel like the world will be better off instead

With me dead in the coffin, flesh getting rotten

My body left inside the dirt and my name forgotten

Not an angel or a demon, I'm more like a monster

Somebody kill me quick and put an end to all this

Yeah, somebody kill me quick and put an end to all this

Somebody kill me quick, yeah