So, tell me why
Everything is hard for me to love
My friends are giving up, it's one by one
They dropping like the flies around my cuts
Infect my mind
The blood turns into something that I want
Reminding me that I'm still holding on
I count the drops until I'm gone
And all we know is wrong
This life is cold and it ain't that long
It's been 5 years since the world came to an end
I've been stuck here since
Crying out for some help but no help come
All the voices become your friends
Drinking poison but I can't die
All this blood coming out my pen
Been a week since I closed my eyes
When the fuck is this all gonna end
Yeah, they don't get it
They don't see me
I been hurting
They can't feel me
Choke these words back
There's no meaning
What's the point if nobody hears me
Try to make friends with the night
Cause the monsters come and they looking for me
Telling myself that there's nothing left
Why the fuck do my head gotta be so mean
I feel alive
But I think that I'm dead when I'm alone
This hollow shell is turning to my home
This empty place is where I roam
And all we know is wrong
This life is cold And it ain't that long
"Honestly, it's been so long since I last reached out for help. I thought that I'd, like, have it figured out by now. I mean, I've done the work. I've gotten clean, I've gotten sober. I-I should be happy."
[You will never be happy]
"I should be happy, right?"
[You are hopeless]
"I'm just stuck."
"Still here, isolated and alone."
[This is your home now]
"I've learned to live in my world, to make it mine."
"I hate it."
"I hate it here."
"Please help me."