All I see is valuabled relations tossed in the gutter

I be starstruck, I wanna be a star striking motherfucker

Although I kept some, I kinda sorta set some up

Let some run, sit atop the pendulum

And I be acai until the last high beam

Gets dimmer and flickers

And carries embers and rivers of clinics

Get flooded over and burned over, delivered

The stars under the cloud cover, remember

That scars buttеr the allowed lover, roughеr the member

Suffer December more than see a temperature warm

Be prepared comma forewarned

To wear any storm that might aboard

And switch the fucking light switch

Jump ship one more aboard

What’s more important

Pullin' the strings or being ignored?

I’d rather build the cure than be handed a fucking reward

Tired of ducking the sword

Might attack and restore

Mucking more, sulk? Nah, ignore

Mugging resort roared nothing

Explored loving, lord buzzin', forth function

Oh and sit on the fence, it means nothing

From where the trees come from at least

A young among the beast

I either swung or strum you see

I sung and sprung a tongue

And rung a lung until it squeaks, geez

How many a more of these leaks? squeeze

Pondering is an emcee thing, at least

Three-six-five-zip how many days up in this bitch

Without one release I’m actually proud to admit

Couple of GOATs ain’t make it out of these here years that I’m in

And I ain’t saying I’m them but, yeah I’m here to attempt

Or at least see the blimp on the way up

Elevator, stair, curb

I doubt it that you’ve heard as many words as I’ve heard stirred

Until I’m blurred slurred and missing the deferred superb

Now Imma make it worth

Every noun, letter, verb, flow, melody, pitch occurred

This remedy shall assert

I know the name, taste, the poker face as well

Let’s hold our vases still, and not threaten the kill

Make sure the hands are raised

And buckled knees atop of the hill

Matter of fact I know I got the currency to fit the bill

This all for real, open the bottle spill it at will

The level invited in with a cryptic finger curl

And left with a crippled figure hurl

And all I got between was a scribbled little pearl

Still I feel journaled in circles, swirling the world

Encompassing a civilization lacking the world

I never really broke free of the tortoise shell

Just adapt it and moved it well

And even members of the family

Shit can get awkward as well

Sometimes you change perspective and the

Pieces and thesis start to fit

Fact, life, not hidden

But too damn stubborn to admit it

The ridicule is pitiful but sometimes makes a miracle

Typical a mythical to make shit not fictional

And move, non physical

Dope since the umbilical

Andre, the situation critical

Pondering innovation interrogates at an alarming pace

Lower that bass just a little more when speaking to my face

This is fate, not destiny

And some heroes toss their capes

But I made, not recipe was the dealer with the page

Opened up the frame scribbled vivid shit in the brain

I think I am envisioning more a wedding, less that of a date

The scars look great, ain’t shying from a battle rhyme straight

My fists are track threes main events, I played a ace

Been near about five since the last time

I was alive in this state

I must say I simply changed the decorations

Lowered the pace, followed heartbeats, upped the stakes

And navigating it fades

And all that glitters cascades

And I ain’t in it for the cash craze

Or mad praise, it’s accolades

Plus I'm making the shit for the love of it

Less that of a date

And tellin' me I don’t fit in

Is an invitation to stay, thanks

1/19/21