(Denial)

[Verse 1: NYX]

Hovering cold shoulder, wait to blow over

Holding onto promises that stay in a smoldering

Ash pile, hold on, no way, gone in a minute

But back any day right?

I stay night and day waiting by the window pane

For a glimpse in the rain of your car or your face

No luck, but no way you're gone with no trace

No evidence to say otherwise, you're late

But you're coming home; no proof I just know

Waiting to wake up footprints in the snow

Frosted window, face inscribed, sunlight as glows

No hope, they say you're long gone

Funeral tomorrow and I won't go

Won't admit defeat, no show

I'll go and find you to show I'm not crazy

Visions getting hazy, memories fading

(Anger)

[Verse 2: Mr. Crow]

Fuck that bullshit, I was hit

A bullet to my heart and you were the cause of it

It's not my fault, you were the idiot

Deciding to take the fall and take the risk

Shit I left you, but I thought you knew better

Supposed to protect you, think I didn't care?

Well I don't, I'm just staring out alone in our home

With pictures together that make me sick

Kick in my pride wishing I was the one to have died

Cuz I can't lie about what happened

Our parents - I'm the one that has to hear them cry

And I'm the one that sees all the saddened -

Faces looking at me, flaring up

Guilty as charged, is this fair enough?

Can I bear enough before my head is crushed

Or do I have to take and kill everyone I ever loved?

[Pre-Hook: Joule]

Waooooh oooooh oooooh oooooh ohhhhh x2

[Hook: Joule]

I've given up so much, I've given so much of me

Now all I feel, all I feel is the February breeze

My heart is frozen over

I've lost my composure

You can't save me

(Bargaining)

[Verse 3: Erev]

It's been a while, since I been alone

Its 90 out, yet the cold wind blows

Sent shivers down my spine

Damn whats wrong with me, what happened with my mind?

Remember when I used to stand tall and proud

With a big smile, now all I wanna do is drown

Me? I'm stuck with my own thoughts

Started talking to you God

Am I crazy? (Yes) I just need a way out

I know I did wrong

God damn, why'd I make it home?

I was dumb

I was young

I was tryna have a little bit a fun

Now I can't even sleep, can't even breath

That night stenciled within me

Lord please give him back or end the pain

Before I pull the trigger and blow my brain

(Depression)

[Verse 4: Cryptic Wisdom]

Have I gone insane?

Is there anyone that knows my shame?

Cause I feel so alone these days

Stuck in a battle because I know I'm blamed

Used to kick it with the foes I've made

Now I never even show my face

Friendship is below my place

Hold the weight until my shoulders break

And I fall to the floor, how could I be so stupid? Damn!

I was there for a reason, to watch you both

It's no joke that I blew this chance

Didn't even end up with the girl that I dissed you for

Now I move in a trance

Consumed by the moon as it dances around your grave

And I loosen the flask

[Prehook]

[Hook x2]

(Acceptance)

[Outro: Clark Bomba]

Its okay, to let it go; I'll face a new tomorrow x3