Released on August 26, 2022

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The sky is taunting us

Every passing cloud

Is a cloud that once led me to you

Now they serve you home

And I'm still here

Alone

This blue sky

Perpetually deep

Once granting a wish

Now depriving of any

And the blue still persisted

When there was no more you

And I let it mock me

I let the seasons take my youth

I've bitten the hands that feed me

Turned every connection inside out

Then beggеd god for strings attached

Like I was born in lost and found

I wish it made mе feel

Like I belong

Somewhere

Anywhere

The world didn't hold on for us, did it?

I've prayed for your name

But only the sky remained the same

The only sky that kept me sane

You know where to find me

I'll always be here

Surviving under the shade of your cloud nine

Mending traces others left on me I knew

It was your lifeline

Leaving gentle clues and promises

I never ever want to forget you

Do you see how simple grieving life is now to me?

From the tip of my tongue

To my crumbling bones

To my sticks and stones

I'll carry on

And I know on every turn

Behind each closed door

I'm alive, therefore

I'll carry on

Crawling on bruised knees

I seek the wisdom of these lines

On my torn hands

Where yours the same as mine?

But do they matter?

I'm more than just a daughter

The last time, I'm begging

Please let this earth remember me

I never ever came to my rescue

Witness me, I vow to you I'll make myself free

From the tip of my tongue

To my crumbling bones

To my sticks and stones

I'll carry on

And I know on every turn

Behind each closed door

I'm alive, therefore

I'll carry on

I'll carry your burdens

Your memories, emotions

Your firsts and your seconds

They're safe with me forever

I'll carry them as my own breath

Birth beginnings from your death

I'm a vessel for your voice

I'm a vessel - I have no choice

One is lonely, so I dreamt

Two is too much - I object

Three attempts to resurrect

For the fact

I can't accept

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