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I thought I would be fine
That I could keep my life without you
I wasn't scared to hear from you that it's over
I wasn't scared to hear that we are over
But when it happened for real
When you told me that we're in the past
I felt nausea and I wanted to throw up
I felt lost, without purpose
Deep into my sadness
Now every morning is meaningless
And the nights are lonely and scary
How foolish, selfish I was
Believing that life without you could be happy
My life is shit
I can't smell or taste
I have no will to stand
Thеre is no joy or happiness
But only dark and sadness
A living nightmarе where death is the only option