Disarray

By soraxo

Released on May 13, 2022

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(Pre- Chorus)

Weighing out options, Like I'm in a maze

I run into a dead end every step I take

Running away wasn't the best option that I could come up with

But I don't know, I can barely see clear my eyes are filled with smoke

I found out the other day that I loved you the most

Over again everyday it's the same thing

You always had me tied up in your string

I'm too deep in this, There's no coming back

Yeah the choice that I made that night

It decided my future

(Chorus)

I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart

It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart

I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars

With you and never go anywhere else

I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart

It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart

I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars

With you and never go anywhere else

(Verse)

Our lives are so exciting

I'm backed against a wall

Your love wasn't so fair

It was one sided to me

But it was so exciting to me

Why did we ever give it up

It wasn't healthy

(Pre-Chorus)

I'm too deep in this, There's no coming back

Yeah the choice that I made that night

It decided my future

(Chorus)

I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart

It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart

I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars

With you and never go anywhere else

I'm in disarray my bones are falling apart

It's been a couple of weeks but I'm still finding your heart

I wanna touch the sky, I wanna touch the stars

With you and never go anywhere else

I tried, To make it work out

Oh I tried yeah I tried yeah I tried again

But it was never enough for you

It wasn't part of the plan for it to end like this

But I'm over, I'm over, I'm over you

I'm in disarray

I left my mind in the hotel room where everything started