Fighting a war inside my head

Tighten the rope around my neck

This constant battle rages on inside my mind

It’s never ending

Contemplating my own demise

Don’t see this getting better

Sailing through stormy weather

About to go under and finally capsize

Sincere apologies

I write this eulogy

I’m sick of living in and breathing in this hell I’ve made

It doesn’t seem to change

Don’t tell me it’s too late

Not to panic

I’m lost in the static

I’m holding on by a thread

(by a thread)

I fear I’m getting close to thе end

Tossing and turning and it’s getting hard to sleep

Thoughts I cannot control begin to smothеr me

It’s nothing but a burden

I wish that I could cure it

For now I’m stuck with it

And I have to stand by

Sincere apologies

I write this eulogy

I’m sick of living in and breathing in this hell I’ve made

It doesn’t seem to change

Don’t tell me it’s too late

Not to panic

I’m lost in the static

I lie awake wondering why

Searching for answers as life passes me by

Losing a war inside my head

Tighten the rope around my neck

Sincere apologies

I write this eulogy

I’m sick of living in and breathing in this hell I’ve made

It doesn’t seem to change

Don’t tell me it’s too late

Not to panic

I’m lost in the static

It’s nothing but a burden

I wish that I could cure it

About to go under and finally capsize

It’s nothing but a burden

I wish that I could cure it

About to go under and finally capsize